Jun. 7th, 2007

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I am EXTRAORDINARY
If you'd ever get to know me
I am EXTRAORDINARY
I'm just your ordinary...
Average Everyday Sane Psycho Supergoddess!!!!

To continue my thoughts from yesterday's... I did ultimately rise from the smoldering ashes -- (Phoenix, Captain and an Enemy!).

Early yesterday morning, I was walking along towards work, feeling bound and gagged.  I'd gone to (fitful) sleep the night previous with way too much drek spinning around in my mind.  And pre-show jitters were beginning to set in (TOMORROW NIGHT!) too.  A breakdown would be MOST inconvenient at this time.  So I desperately needed a way to shed all of this issuey stuff pronto.  As I walked, the unseasonably cool air on my skin, the wind swept up before me.  And I felt my entire being sigh into it, completely instinctively.  I felt the tears well up, and the wind blew through me.  At that moment, I remembered a meditation that a friend once mentioned to me.  Facing the wind, call up all your cares, fears and anxiety.  Then imagine the wind gusting through you, taking all the bound-up frustration and worry; release all the feelings and let them drift off into the ether.  

And just like that, I felt all the weight leave me.  It was quite spiritual.

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